volunteering, mend ur heart~
Aloha~~
Life getting pretty hectic day by day isn't it?
Well..i'm not really sure if it is the same to others as well..but seriously..it does for me..~~
As you can see from my previous previous post.. ~seems like the ambitious me wanted to do a lot of things for this summer break..haha..well~~it doesn't really work truthfully..
but still.. we better have a plan than none ..as saying,
Anyway, as you can see from the title , its VOLUNTEERING!!
Truth being told, i never never, ever, really, seriously think or have a heart in joining one..
you want to know why??
It is simple..
I'm too lazy for my own good..
Then, why on earth did i wrote about volunteers right now?
................................
Simple~~
Because i joined one, last week.........................;P
Remember when i say that i am too damn lazy..yeah that is true..and since i am too bored and i feel that i need a wake up call through something ..that's why i join~~
#Before anything happen..all this things is credited to my besties who endlessly try whatever she can to persuade me to follow this program..well..i'm tempted with the activity though...hahahaha
Well..long story short..we went to one of the village in a rural part of Jerantut, Pahang..(Malaysia) seriously, my experience there is too precious for me to just let it go~~~let it go~~ ;))
When we're talking about volunteering..the utmost thing that we would think of is helping people cleaning places, halp the villagers , play together with the kids, have talks with the students and more...
Well..yess of course....we do all of these things..
But for me, a person, who'd prefer the comfy of my stuffed pillow instead of lifting my foot outside of my house zone, surely took a great effort isn't it?...haha
Funny ...as i do takes time to socialize to others..but once i started to hype up...well.. that one ,,,let's just put it aside~~haha
It seriously fascinating when we get to know lots of people..especially when you put the age barrier and your ego to approach people aside..
I gotta know people that study in my fav country...~~(lowkey fangirlin')#can you guest?
Well..even though we've same nationality ..but still ~~!!!! you're mingling with people whose damn awesome..and you can't get enough of it~!! haha
Wonder why i'm tooo fascinate?
try to put urself in my shoes..
Well...that's just truly me..
I can't help but keep on saying that my self-esteem is suck. Thus, i would think of myself really bad..yeah..yeah...u r living off ur mom and dad..doesnt know how to stand on ur own feet..achieved lowest result...breaking the family record by failing in exams..how on earth that ur going to survive??
Yeahh..i am everything that a bad term can classified~~
But still..i hope that i won't lose myself too far..and try to get back on the track..
Omooo..i'm feigning away..
Well..what i'm trying to say is, by joining this program , i gotta lots of thing, it doesn't matter if u fall..as people and our own self won't ever let us fall too deep..and remember, whatever thing that happen, we do have hope to keep on venturing ahead.
#don't ever give up okayy!!
I don't know why i just feel the utmost content when i saw those kids play with lots of happiness..smiling over tiniest things..enjoying our visit to the fullest..and not only that they did not give up even though their village is situated deep inside the twist and turn of the hills..
I gotta learn how the Orang Asli lives on their life..it is all too precious..
In just a short while, we, as the volunteers, become close to each other playing games..god know how enthusiast us being like a kid~~..haha
Well..memo to myself and i hope to others~
I might have a long way to survive ahead, but it doesn't matter..ill try my best though!! same as u ;P
so, live a life~~!!
Life getting pretty hectic day by day isn't it?
Well..i'm not really sure if it is the same to others as well..but seriously..it does for me..~~
As you can see from my previous previous post.. ~seems like the ambitious me wanted to do a lot of things for this summer break..haha..well~~it doesn't really work truthfully..
but still.. we better have a plan than none ..as saying,
We can always plan a plan but it depends to our God to make it happen..Kun Faya Kun~~
Anyway, as you can see from the title , its VOLUNTEERING!!
Truth being told, i never never, ever, really, seriously think or have a heart in joining one..
you want to know why??
It is simple..
I'm too lazy for my own good..
Then, why on earth did i wrote about volunteers right now?
................................
Simple~~
Because i joined one, last week.........................;P
Remember when i say that i am too damn lazy..yeah that is true..and since i am too bored and i feel that i need a wake up call through something ..that's why i join~~
#Before anything happen..all this things is credited to my besties who endlessly try whatever she can to persuade me to follow this program..well..i'm tempted with the activity though...hahahaha
Well..long story short..we went to one of the village in a rural part of Jerantut, Pahang..(Malaysia) seriously, my experience there is too precious for me to just let it go~~~let it go~~ ;))
When we're talking about volunteering..the utmost thing that we would think of is helping people cleaning places, halp the villagers , play together with the kids, have talks with the students and more...
Well..yess of course....we do all of these things..
But for me, a person, who'd prefer the comfy of my stuffed pillow instead of lifting my foot outside of my house zone, surely took a great effort isn't it?...haha
Funny ...as i do takes time to socialize to others..but once i started to hype up...well.. that one ,,,let's just put it aside~~haha
It seriously fascinating when we get to know lots of people..especially when you put the age barrier and your ego to approach people aside..
I gotta know people that study in my fav country...~~(lowkey fangirlin')#can you guest?
Well..even though we've same nationality ..but still ~~!!!! you're mingling with people whose damn awesome..and you can't get enough of it~!! haha
Wonder why i'm tooo fascinate?
try to put urself in my shoes..
- You are too damn scared to go and help people before
- You got this HUGE insecurities people might underestimate you
- Well..let just say u r too inferior towards urself~~
Well...that's just truly me..
I can't help but keep on saying that my self-esteem is suck. Thus, i would think of myself really bad..yeah..yeah...u r living off ur mom and dad..doesnt know how to stand on ur own feet..achieved lowest result...breaking the family record by failing in exams..how on earth that ur going to survive??
Yeahh..i am everything that a bad term can classified~~
But still..i hope that i won't lose myself too far..and try to get back on the track..
Omooo..i'm feigning away..
Well..what i'm trying to say is, by joining this program , i gotta lots of thing, it doesn't matter if u fall..as people and our own self won't ever let us fall too deep..and remember, whatever thing that happen, we do have hope to keep on venturing ahead.
#don't ever give up okayy!!
I don't know why i just feel the utmost content when i saw those kids play with lots of happiness..smiling over tiniest things..enjoying our visit to the fullest..and not only that they did not give up even though their village is situated deep inside the twist and turn of the hills..
I gotta learn how the Orang Asli lives on their life..it is all too precious..
In just a short while, we, as the volunteers, become close to each other playing games..god know how enthusiast us being like a kid~~..haha
Well..memo to myself and i hope to others~
You won't ever know what's gonna happen in future..and u also wouldn't know how small thing can change ur life.
so guys, step up ur game, get out of ur comfy, and grasp ur future!!
I might have a long way to survive ahead, but it doesn't matter..ill try my best though!! same as u ;P
so, live a life~~!!
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